When I Fell from the Sky by Juliane Koepcke
Translated by Ross Benjamin
Published 2011 via Titletown Publishing
★★★★
In December 1971, Koepcke got on a plane with her mother in Lima to return to their home in the Peruvian rainforest. It was a trip they'd made many times before and one that should have been uneventful—except that the plane crashed, and when Koepcke regained consciousness, she found herself alone among the trees, with a broken collarbone and nobody else in sight. Eventually she heard search planes circling—but she understood almost immediately that the vastness of the forest and the density of the trees made her chance of a rescue next to impossible, and so she set about rescuing herself.
Later I will learn that at that time the entire river was uninhabited. If I had simply lain down somewhere and stayed there, I would never have been found. (98)
I've had this book on my radar for some time (Wikipedia rabbit holes and all that), but I recently read a middle grade take on Koepcke's story, and it seemed absurd to have read someone else's take but not her own. Koepcke shifts back and forth throughout the story, between her time in the rainforest and the time after she made it back to safety. What I most appreciate is that she talks about the long-term process of moving forward as well as the immediate impact. There's just no way for this to not change your life immediately and totally; in addition to being the sole survivor of a terrible accident, Koepcke lost her mother and in some ways emotionally lost her father, who was of course devastated by the loss of his wife. And yet although it turned her life upside down, it doesn't sound like it turned the trajectory of her life upside down, at least not overall.
One thing of note: The world is a terribly cruel place sometimes. I mentioned this when I reviewed Follow the Water, too, but it bears repeating in Koepcke's own words:
Later I was accused in the press of simply leaving selfishly, without worrying about the injured. In other newspapers it was even written that the survivors were wandering around in the forest, screaming and crying, and I ran off on my own. The truth is, I found no survivors. I don't know what I would have done if I had actually found injured passengers and possibly my mother. Probably I would have stayed with them and we would have perished together. (78)
Hopefully this wouldn't happen today, but man, the cruelty of making this sort of thing up about a child (Koepcke was 17), and one who had just survived something horrific and lost her mother no less, just to sell some papers.
At any rate, the book is an interesting and measured read. Koepcke was so terribly unlucky in some ways, but so terribly lucky in others—to have injuries that she could still walk with; to have her mind push her pain away until she was safe; to have grown up learning to navigate the rainforest and thus to be at home and knowledgeable in her environment when so many others would not have known what to do (and, as she notes, when in a different environment she also would not know what to do). Well worth the read.
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Sunday, September 6, 2026
Saturday, September 5, 2026
Review: Short story: "The Spider Silk Scarf" by Ana Reyes
The Spider Silk Scarf by Ana Reyes
Published September 2026 via Amazon Original Stories
When Nora steals, it fills something of a gap within her. She steals things that make her happy, and so far she hasn't been caught. But the spider silk scarf is something else entirely—a rarity, yes, and one she knows she has to have, but one that will require breaking into an old woman's home. And, surprising perhaps no one, things do not go to plan.
What interests me most here is what is asked of the reader: Nora's not a bad person, but she is also, objectively, a criminal; some of her thefts are petty, but others are markedly more significant. And yet the story asks you to sympathize with Nora, at least partially, to hope that she doesn't get caught and (maybe) that she'll come away with her booty. And on the whole, it works: I found myself, if not entirely supporting Nora, at least hoping that she wouldn't be caught in too ugly a way; I didn't really want her to be able to steal the scarf, but...well, it's some interesting work.
Again, things do not really go to plan for Nora. I figured out well before she did what might be going on, which in this context of this story makes some sense. Nicely ambiguous ending, too, or if not ambiguous exactly then at least not all tied up with a bow.
<i>Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.</i>
Published September 2026 via Amazon Original Stories
When Nora steals, it fills something of a gap within her. She steals things that make her happy, and so far she hasn't been caught. But the spider silk scarf is something else entirely—a rarity, yes, and one she knows she has to have, but one that will require breaking into an old woman's home. And, surprising perhaps no one, things do not go to plan.
What interests me most here is what is asked of the reader: Nora's not a bad person, but she is also, objectively, a criminal; some of her thefts are petty, but others are markedly more significant. And yet the story asks you to sympathize with Nora, at least partially, to hope that she doesn't get caught and (maybe) that she'll come away with her booty. And on the whole, it works: I found myself, if not entirely supporting Nora, at least hoping that she wouldn't be caught in too ugly a way; I didn't really want her to be able to steal the scarf, but...well, it's some interesting work.
Again, things do not really go to plan for Nora. I figured out well before she did what might be going on, which in this context of this story makes some sense. Nicely ambiguous ending, too, or if not ambiguous exactly then at least not all tied up with a bow.
<i>Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.</i>
Friday, September 4, 2026
Review: "Just Between Us" by Adeline Kon
Just Between Us by Adeline Kon
Published February 2026 via Dial Books
★★★
As a skater, Lydia is at the top of her game—her technical prowess is unmatched, and she's confident that she can win any competition she sets her sights on. Her attitude, though...that leaves something to be desired. Enter Elaine, against whom Lydia has competed for years; Elaine does not have quite the consistency or skills that Lydia does, but she still finds joy when she steps onto the rink.
Now, I cannot relate to either of these characters on a skating level: I can just about keep my balance on the ice, and that's where my skill starts and ends. But skating is fun to watch and fun to read about, and the illustrations here do a great job at capturing the athleticism and grace required to be competitive at skating.
The characters I didn't love. Or rather: Elaine's character felt a bit indistinct. She's pretty close to unfailingly kind, a golden girl who gets along with just about everyone and is highly respected in her sport to boot. She's also hiding a thing or two about her personal life. But...not a lot beyond that. Lydia, meanwhile, has isolated herself from just about everyone around her; her response to kindness or rudeness or praise or concern is to snap at the person in question and, if they too are a skater, to remind them that her ranking is higher than theirs (or if they aren't a skater, to tell them that they don't understand the pressures of being on top). Part of Lydia's journey throughout the book is of course to let her walls down a bit and be...a bit kinder to people...but until she gets to that point there's quite a lot of bitterness and ego, and after that point there's quite a bit of teenage angst. Had its moments, but by the end I was ready to move on to something else.
Published February 2026 via Dial Books
★★★
As a skater, Lydia is at the top of her game—her technical prowess is unmatched, and she's confident that she can win any competition she sets her sights on. Her attitude, though...that leaves something to be desired. Enter Elaine, against whom Lydia has competed for years; Elaine does not have quite the consistency or skills that Lydia does, but she still finds joy when she steps onto the rink.
Now, I cannot relate to either of these characters on a skating level: I can just about keep my balance on the ice, and that's where my skill starts and ends. But skating is fun to watch and fun to read about, and the illustrations here do a great job at capturing the athleticism and grace required to be competitive at skating.
The characters I didn't love. Or rather: Elaine's character felt a bit indistinct. She's pretty close to unfailingly kind, a golden girl who gets along with just about everyone and is highly respected in her sport to boot. She's also hiding a thing or two about her personal life. But...not a lot beyond that. Lydia, meanwhile, has isolated herself from just about everyone around her; her response to kindness or rudeness or praise or concern is to snap at the person in question and, if they too are a skater, to remind them that her ranking is higher than theirs (or if they aren't a skater, to tell them that they don't understand the pressures of being on top). Part of Lydia's journey throughout the book is of course to let her walls down a bit and be...a bit kinder to people...but until she gets to that point there's quite a lot of bitterness and ego, and after that point there's quite a bit of teenage angst. Had its moments, but by the end I was ready to move on to something else.
Thursday, September 3, 2026
Review: "Concrete" by Stephen Parnell
Concrete by Stephen Parnell
Published September 2026 via Bloomsbury Academic
★★★★
Here we meet the first of concrete's famous paradoxes: concrete is both inherently and simultaneously precise and messy, depending on the material's state and on one's viewpoint. (loc. 99*)
Back to my favourite nonfiction series! In Concrete, Parnell dives into...you guessed it...concrete. Parnell is an architect, so concrete is something he knows well, being as it is a major player in contemporary architecture. (My architect husband, when asked, described concrete as "almost like a mythical material" but said that he's against its use now, on climate grounds...but more on that in a moment.)
Much of this book is about architecture, and the types of architecture that the development of concrete has enabled. Brutalism is the obvious style, of course, but Parnell argues that concrete has a great deal more versatility than is often ascribed to it. I highlighted some lines because they interested me, but I highlighted many more because there were so many buildings to look up later (I'm particularly charmed by Ricardo Bofill's reinvention of a disused cement factory into a living and working space).
I was concerned for a while that the book would not touch on the climate impact of concrete, but of course I worried too soon: [Concrete] is responsible for about 8 percent of global CO₂ emissons, more than aviation (2.5 percent) and not far behind agriculture (12 percent). [...] if it were a country, [the cement industry] would be the fifth largest emitter (behind China, the United States, India, and Russia. (loc. 1418) Or, well, perhaps I didn't worry too soon, because I knew concrete wasn't great for the environment, but I didn't know the numbers were so damning. Or consider this:
One recent study estimated that 14 percent of the United States' and 60 percent of China's coastlines are now made of concrete. (loc. 1431)
What a grim image! Concrete has its place...but it's time to consider other, more environmentally friendly options.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
*Quotes are from an ARC and may not be final.
Published September 2026 via Bloomsbury Academic
★★★★
Here we meet the first of concrete's famous paradoxes: concrete is both inherently and simultaneously precise and messy, depending on the material's state and on one's viewpoint. (loc. 99*)
Back to my favourite nonfiction series! In Concrete, Parnell dives into...you guessed it...concrete. Parnell is an architect, so concrete is something he knows well, being as it is a major player in contemporary architecture. (My architect husband, when asked, described concrete as "almost like a mythical material" but said that he's against its use now, on climate grounds...but more on that in a moment.)
Much of this book is about architecture, and the types of architecture that the development of concrete has enabled. Brutalism is the obvious style, of course, but Parnell argues that concrete has a great deal more versatility than is often ascribed to it. I highlighted some lines because they interested me, but I highlighted many more because there were so many buildings to look up later (I'm particularly charmed by Ricardo Bofill's reinvention of a disused cement factory into a living and working space).
I was concerned for a while that the book would not touch on the climate impact of concrete, but of course I worried too soon: [Concrete] is responsible for about 8 percent of global CO₂ emissons, more than aviation (2.5 percent) and not far behind agriculture (12 percent). [...] if it were a country, [the cement industry] would be the fifth largest emitter (behind China, the United States, India, and Russia. (loc. 1418) Or, well, perhaps I didn't worry too soon, because I knew concrete wasn't great for the environment, but I didn't know the numbers were so damning. Or consider this:
One recent study estimated that 14 percent of the United States' and 60 percent of China's coastlines are now made of concrete. (loc. 1431)
What a grim image! Concrete has its place...but it's time to consider other, more environmentally friendly options.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
*Quotes are from an ARC and may not be final.
Wednesday, September 2, 2026
Review: "On Their Frontlines" by Marina Lisa Komiya
On Their Frontlines by Marina Lisa Komiya
Published September 2026 via Takumigraphics
★★★★
Japan in the 1940s: Haru and Yoriko are would-be lovers, kept apart by convention (the 1940s is not an easy time to be a queer woman) and circumstance (their entire lives have been torn apart by war). The war never ended for me, says one of the women, and never have truer words been spoken.
I found this line in the preface really valuable context while reading: As you read this story, you may find yourself vexed by certain elements. This is not a story of strong, independent women, but one where the female characters find themselves having to rely on the kindness of soldiers from the winning side in order to survive. Those who come into this story hoping to find a narrative about female empowerment, where all the women stand on their own two feet, may find themselves especially disappointed. However, the characters I wanted to depict were those unremarkable, vulnerable people who were forced to bear the brunt of the overwhelmingly dismal state that Japan had fallen into in the wake of losing the war – those people who never had the chance to live their lives as they pleased.
As somebody who of course always wants the women in a story to be able to stand on their own two feet, and who also wants stories to make sense for the time and place they're set in, I really appreciated having that commentary right up front. Because it's true: These are not particularly independent women, but they're also not women who have ever had the opportunity for much independence. Neither of them is looking for a prince in shining armor (or a prince at all), but at some point they both realize that they might have to settle for something they don't particularly want in order to get, or stay, out of an even worse situation.
This is volume 1, and I'm curious to see how many more volumes this story might have and whether Haru and Yoriko might eventually cross paths again. I don't need a perfect happy ending for them (see: stories that make sense for the time and place they're set in), but it'll be interesting to see where their stories go.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
Published September 2026 via Takumigraphics
★★★★
Japan in the 1940s: Haru and Yoriko are would-be lovers, kept apart by convention (the 1940s is not an easy time to be a queer woman) and circumstance (their entire lives have been torn apart by war). The war never ended for me, says one of the women, and never have truer words been spoken.
I found this line in the preface really valuable context while reading: As you read this story, you may find yourself vexed by certain elements. This is not a story of strong, independent women, but one where the female characters find themselves having to rely on the kindness of soldiers from the winning side in order to survive. Those who come into this story hoping to find a narrative about female empowerment, where all the women stand on their own two feet, may find themselves especially disappointed. However, the characters I wanted to depict were those unremarkable, vulnerable people who were forced to bear the brunt of the overwhelmingly dismal state that Japan had fallen into in the wake of losing the war – those people who never had the chance to live their lives as they pleased.
As somebody who of course always wants the women in a story to be able to stand on their own two feet, and who also wants stories to make sense for the time and place they're set in, I really appreciated having that commentary right up front. Because it's true: These are not particularly independent women, but they're also not women who have ever had the opportunity for much independence. Neither of them is looking for a prince in shining armor (or a prince at all), but at some point they both realize that they might have to settle for something they don't particularly want in order to get, or stay, out of an even worse situation.
This is volume 1, and I'm curious to see how many more volumes this story might have and whether Haru and Yoriko might eventually cross paths again. I don't need a perfect happy ending for them (see: stories that make sense for the time and place they're set in), but it'll be interesting to see where their stories go.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
Tuesday, September 1, 2026
Review: "The Pomegranate Is a Grenade" by Maha Hashwi
The Pomegranate Is a Grenade by Maha Hashwi
Published September 2026 via Central Avenue Poetry
★★★★
it's not easy being told you are incomplete because you are uncovered / or being told you are dangerous because you are covered (37*)
A thoughtful collection about faith and discrimination and love, whatever love means. I am fairly specific about the poetry I read—I am no expert (there is a reason I steered clear of the poetry department during my MFA), but I know what I like, and the things that I like include solid themes (though that's not strictly necessary) and crisp imagery, and The Pomegranate Is a Grenade (hello, that title!) has both.
In another language grenada is pomegranate / The pomegranate is a grenade. / The grenade breaks a mother's hands open / Tears two hearts apart from one another / Forces the release of thick red skin (73)
This made for a decent but imperfect fit for me. Thematically, it's very on point; I like reading about religion, and a number of the things Hashwi discusses are unfortunately very topical right now (read: discrimination and just general ignorance). I do love the titular poem, and there's one that compares prayer to (sometimes!) phone calls with distant relatives that made me think quite a bit. The language is often simpler than I prefer, though; I tend to lean towards...lines that read less like sentences, I suppose, and that do more with wordplay.
3.5 stars; still worth the read, but I'm not sure how many of the poems will still be with me in a month or two.
*Quote are from an ARC and may not be final.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
Published September 2026 via Central Avenue Poetry
★★★★
it's not easy being told you are incomplete because you are uncovered / or being told you are dangerous because you are covered (37*)
A thoughtful collection about faith and discrimination and love, whatever love means. I am fairly specific about the poetry I read—I am no expert (there is a reason I steered clear of the poetry department during my MFA), but I know what I like, and the things that I like include solid themes (though that's not strictly necessary) and crisp imagery, and The Pomegranate Is a Grenade (hello, that title!) has both.
In another language grenada is pomegranate / The pomegranate is a grenade. / The grenade breaks a mother's hands open / Tears two hearts apart from one another / Forces the release of thick red skin (73)
This made for a decent but imperfect fit for me. Thematically, it's very on point; I like reading about religion, and a number of the things Hashwi discusses are unfortunately very topical right now (read: discrimination and just general ignorance). I do love the titular poem, and there's one that compares prayer to (sometimes!) phone calls with distant relatives that made me think quite a bit. The language is often simpler than I prefer, though; I tend to lean towards...lines that read less like sentences, I suppose, and that do more with wordplay.
3.5 stars; still worth the read, but I'm not sure how many of the poems will still be with me in a month or two.
*Quote are from an ARC and may not be final.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
Monday, August 31, 2026
Review: "Toe to Toe" by Falon Ballard
Toe to Toe by Falon Ballard
Published March 2026 via G.P. Putnam's Sons
★★
You know the story: ballerina is excellent at ballerina-ing, but she's told that she's not sexy enough for a sexpot role, so she hires a stripper to teach her to bring more sensuality to her performance. Sparks fly, yadda yadda.
And...I'm underwhelmed. I picked this up for the ballet element, and honestly, I didn't realize from the description that this was a ballet-dancer-meets-stripper story—Cord is described instead as the lead dancer of an all-male revue, Cord Donovan, a classically trained dancer who is also the sexiest man she’s ever met. All of that's true! And there's nothing wrong with stripping, and I'm aware that in addition to stripping, Cord is doing a bunch of other things (successful business owner, etc.). But...if I had a cliche-o-meter, this book might have broken it.
The book is genuinely trying to do some interesting things, but a lot of them...left me wanting more, I guess. Let's go through a few.
Diversity: There's an effort at having a varied cast (mostly by way of race, gender, and sexuality), which is great. The book does lose points there by doing one of my pet peeves and having Allegra immediately and accurately identify women as women, men as men, and nonbinary people as "people".
Disordered eating: The author's note at the beginning says that while [Allegra] does not suffer from any diagnosed eating disorder, she is very aware of her eating habits and those behaviors are present on the page (loc. 224). The forewarning is appreciated, and the book is careful not to get into weight or body-checking or calories. At the same time...I find the language of the note strange; not having a diagnosed eating disorder is not the same as not having an eating disorder. If Allegra were in a slightly different context, her approach to eating (terrified of everything but salads, basically) and exercise (must do class + additional workout daily without fail) would raise big red eating disorder flags to those around her. Cole sees it all, and he vacillates between presenting Allegra with food he knows she won't eat and telling her that it's fine, athletes gonna athlete and part of that is engaging in restrictive food habits. And...eesh. Obviously it's true that ballet is a very visual form, and many if not most ballerinas performing at a high level are thin in a way that is unlikely to be something they never think about, but...I'd have preferred this side plot to be either 1) deleted or 2) explored in a great deal more depth.
Sexual harassment: One thread that runs through the book has to do with, well, sexual harassment in the ballet world. Allegra has previously rejected the advances of her ballet director, but among other things, he continues to insinuate that she'll have a higher chance of promotion to principal if she sleeps with him. While Allegra is careful to keep her distance, she is also very, very clear that this is a level of harassment she expects and is willing to tolerate for the sake of continuing in her career. And...what do we do with that? On the one hand, it makes Allegra look like a bit of a doormat, and one who isn't thinking beyond herself—she never stops to consider that if the director is harassing her, there's a good chance he's also harassing other dancers, ones who are more afraid to say no. Never. Not once. And on the other hand, she's in a position that many, many, many woman, in all sorts of careers and jobs, find themselves. Allegra is milquetoast as all get-out, but her decision to tolerate a certain level of sexual harassment is not a surprising one.
What I did want from her, though, was consideration of other options. Allegra is afraid that if she speaks up, she'll be blacklisted and never dance for a reputable company again, and I don't know—maybe that's still true. She's also, as a soloist, still more replaceable than, e.g., a principal dancer who regularly headlines roles. But even if making a formal complaint would torpedo her life, she has other options. She could make an anonymous complaint. She could audition with other dance companies—e.g., ones with directors who aren't withholding promotion because she's refused to sleep with them. She could get a sense of other dancers' experiences with the director and see how much of a pattern this is, see if this is something they could report en masse or if someone less replaceable would back her. She could consider...oh, gosh, I don't even know what else she could consider. But neither does she, because she never tries to consider alternatives.
I can't fault her for not wanting to torpedo her life. I can't. It's not her fault that the director is a slimy slimy sleazeball, and it's not actually her job to fix that. But I still wish she'd do...something.
The ballet: Ballet in this ballet-centric book is nearly nonexistent, unfortunately. Allegra goes to class occasionally (or rather, she goes to class once and sometimes twice daily, but we see it occasionally), and she performs occasionally (ditto), but we see almost none of the details. The ballet she enlists Cord to help her audition for is one choreographed by the slimy skeevy director, and when he describes it at the beginning all of the dancers basically roll their eyes and say "this sounds like a derivative mess that is actually just "Moulin Rouge"", but then their objections fade away into nothing and Allegra treats it as the thing that will put her on the map (or at least lead to her promotion). I suspect this is because "Allegra gets her moment to shine" was a bigger plot priority than "skeevy director isn't even good at his job", but, I dunno. It ended up feeling a little "evil villain is evil". There can be ballets that require sensuality without them being "Moulin Rouge" knock-offs, you know? (But then, maybe it's not even a knock-off, because we see nothing of the audition and next to nothing of the rehearsals and nothing of the performance itself, so.)
Existing in the age of the Internet: As "payment" for her lessons with Cord, Allegra agrees to help him choreograph a duet for his strip club, and then to perform it. I'm not here to take issue with that! Not with his job, and not with her trying out a different kind of stage. What I am here to take issue with is the idea that at no point does either of them consider that they're living in an age of smartphones and social media, that she has a job that makes her more visible than some, and that there is an excellent chance that her experimentation with stripping might become very public. I could get her assessing the risk and deciding it manageable; I could get her saying "no, this is not a risk that I am willing to take". But it being a risk that neither of them ever considers is just...I'm trying to be polite here. It's not smart.
In sum: I wanted to like this, because I like ballet books and I appreciated that the author was trying to bring some shades of grey into situations that can be quite complicated. But the execution just didn't do it for me.
Published March 2026 via G.P. Putnam's Sons
★★
You know the story: ballerina is excellent at ballerina-ing, but she's told that she's not sexy enough for a sexpot role, so she hires a stripper to teach her to bring more sensuality to her performance. Sparks fly, yadda yadda.
And...I'm underwhelmed. I picked this up for the ballet element, and honestly, I didn't realize from the description that this was a ballet-dancer-meets-stripper story—Cord is described instead as the lead dancer of an all-male revue, Cord Donovan, a classically trained dancer who is also the sexiest man she’s ever met. All of that's true! And there's nothing wrong with stripping, and I'm aware that in addition to stripping, Cord is doing a bunch of other things (successful business owner, etc.). But...if I had a cliche-o-meter, this book might have broken it.
The book is genuinely trying to do some interesting things, but a lot of them...left me wanting more, I guess. Let's go through a few.
Diversity: There's an effort at having a varied cast (mostly by way of race, gender, and sexuality), which is great. The book does lose points there by doing one of my pet peeves and having Allegra immediately and accurately identify women as women, men as men, and nonbinary people as "people".
Disordered eating: The author's note at the beginning says that while [Allegra] does not suffer from any diagnosed eating disorder, she is very aware of her eating habits and those behaviors are present on the page (loc. 224). The forewarning is appreciated, and the book is careful not to get into weight or body-checking or calories. At the same time...I find the language of the note strange; not having a diagnosed eating disorder is not the same as not having an eating disorder. If Allegra were in a slightly different context, her approach to eating (terrified of everything but salads, basically) and exercise (must do class + additional workout daily without fail) would raise big red eating disorder flags to those around her. Cole sees it all, and he vacillates between presenting Allegra with food he knows she won't eat and telling her that it's fine, athletes gonna athlete and part of that is engaging in restrictive food habits. And...eesh. Obviously it's true that ballet is a very visual form, and many if not most ballerinas performing at a high level are thin in a way that is unlikely to be something they never think about, but...I'd have preferred this side plot to be either 1) deleted or 2) explored in a great deal more depth.
Sexual harassment: One thread that runs through the book has to do with, well, sexual harassment in the ballet world. Allegra has previously rejected the advances of her ballet director, but among other things, he continues to insinuate that she'll have a higher chance of promotion to principal if she sleeps with him. While Allegra is careful to keep her distance, she is also very, very clear that this is a level of harassment she expects and is willing to tolerate for the sake of continuing in her career. And...what do we do with that? On the one hand, it makes Allegra look like a bit of a doormat, and one who isn't thinking beyond herself—she never stops to consider that if the director is harassing her, there's a good chance he's also harassing other dancers, ones who are more afraid to say no. Never. Not once. And on the other hand, she's in a position that many, many, many woman, in all sorts of careers and jobs, find themselves. Allegra is milquetoast as all get-out, but her decision to tolerate a certain level of sexual harassment is not a surprising one.
What I did want from her, though, was consideration of other options. Allegra is afraid that if she speaks up, she'll be blacklisted and never dance for a reputable company again, and I don't know—maybe that's still true. She's also, as a soloist, still more replaceable than, e.g., a principal dancer who regularly headlines roles. But even if making a formal complaint would torpedo her life, she has other options. She could make an anonymous complaint. She could audition with other dance companies—e.g., ones with directors who aren't withholding promotion because she's refused to sleep with them. She could get a sense of other dancers' experiences with the director and see how much of a pattern this is, see if this is something they could report en masse or if someone less replaceable would back her. She could consider...oh, gosh, I don't even know what else she could consider. But neither does she, because she never tries to consider alternatives.
I can't fault her for not wanting to torpedo her life. I can't. It's not her fault that the director is a slimy slimy sleazeball, and it's not actually her job to fix that. But I still wish she'd do...something.
The ballet: Ballet in this ballet-centric book is nearly nonexistent, unfortunately. Allegra goes to class occasionally (or rather, she goes to class once and sometimes twice daily, but we see it occasionally), and she performs occasionally (ditto), but we see almost none of the details. The ballet she enlists Cord to help her audition for is one choreographed by the slimy skeevy director, and when he describes it at the beginning all of the dancers basically roll their eyes and say "this sounds like a derivative mess that is actually just "Moulin Rouge"", but then their objections fade away into nothing and Allegra treats it as the thing that will put her on the map (or at least lead to her promotion). I suspect this is because "Allegra gets her moment to shine" was a bigger plot priority than "skeevy director isn't even good at his job", but, I dunno. It ended up feeling a little "evil villain is evil". There can be ballets that require sensuality without them being "Moulin Rouge" knock-offs, you know? (But then, maybe it's not even a knock-off, because we see nothing of the audition and next to nothing of the rehearsals and nothing of the performance itself, so.)
Existing in the age of the Internet: As "payment" for her lessons with Cord, Allegra agrees to help him choreograph a duet for his strip club, and then to perform it. I'm not here to take issue with that! Not with his job, and not with her trying out a different kind of stage. What I am here to take issue with is the idea that at no point does either of them consider that they're living in an age of smartphones and social media, that she has a job that makes her more visible than some, and that there is an excellent chance that her experimentation with stripping might become very public. I could get her assessing the risk and deciding it manageable; I could get her saying "no, this is not a risk that I am willing to take". But it being a risk that neither of them ever considers is just...I'm trying to be polite here. It's not smart.
In sum: I wanted to like this, because I like ballet books and I appreciated that the author was trying to bring some shades of grey into situations that can be quite complicated. But the execution just didn't do it for me.
Sunday, August 30, 2026
Review: "Swiped Left" by Ruth Madison
Swiped Left by Ruth Madison
Published March 2026
★★★
She swiped left on him because he was in a wheelchair—and then they met in person, and she had second thoughts.
I picked this up because I've seen precious little romance featuring a character who has a significant physical disability, and I wanted to see where this one would go. What I liked: Callie's left-swipe is honest in a way that I suspect a lot of people aren't. She acknowledges that she's afraid someone in a wheelchair would cramp her style, and she's not interested enough to find out if that's true. I'm not encouraging her early-book perspective, but I expect it's more common than not. Better, this isn't a huge dramatic point down the line; it's something that comes up in conversation with Mark fairly early on after they meet. It's a very short book, but they manage to do a fair amount of getting to know each other and solving dramatic stuck-in-a-lodge problems.
What I wasn't so convinced by: Mark is low-key superhuman. He's in a wheelchair, yes, and he's also a doctor and clearly spends many hours in the gym and is 99% of the time hyper-independent and is great with kids and a natural leader and can solve any mechanical problem you throw at him. (And don't forget great in bed!) And on the one hand: With the exception of the wheelchair, that's most romance novels. But on the other hand: I don't like the implication that Mark kind of has to be superhuman for Callie to see beyond the wheels. I'm sure that's not the intention, not least because the author has a bunch of books with heroes who have more extensive disabilities than Mark's. I'd be curious to hear what folks with physical disabilities think about this representation, but it left me feeling a bit off.
The other thing: My gosh the ending is abrupt. A couple of days stuck together in a lodge isn't enough to make a brand-new relationship stick, you know? When the book ends, the relationship is barely beginning. And again, this isn't specific to this book: A huge number of romance novels (I won't hazard a guess about proportion!), especially ones from earlier days of romance, are basically conflict-conflict-conflict-conflict-together-the-end. Given that Callie wasn't even sure she wanted to give this relationship a go, it would have been nice to see some actual relationship rather than just the run-up to the relationship.
So...good intentions, don't love the execution. Do with that what you will.
Published March 2026
★★★
She swiped left on him because he was in a wheelchair—and then they met in person, and she had second thoughts.
I picked this up because I've seen precious little romance featuring a character who has a significant physical disability, and I wanted to see where this one would go. What I liked: Callie's left-swipe is honest in a way that I suspect a lot of people aren't. She acknowledges that she's afraid someone in a wheelchair would cramp her style, and she's not interested enough to find out if that's true. I'm not encouraging her early-book perspective, but I expect it's more common than not. Better, this isn't a huge dramatic point down the line; it's something that comes up in conversation with Mark fairly early on after they meet. It's a very short book, but they manage to do a fair amount of getting to know each other and solving dramatic stuck-in-a-lodge problems.
What I wasn't so convinced by: Mark is low-key superhuman. He's in a wheelchair, yes, and he's also a doctor and clearly spends many hours in the gym and is 99% of the time hyper-independent and is great with kids and a natural leader and can solve any mechanical problem you throw at him. (And don't forget great in bed!) And on the one hand: With the exception of the wheelchair, that's most romance novels. But on the other hand: I don't like the implication that Mark kind of has to be superhuman for Callie to see beyond the wheels. I'm sure that's not the intention, not least because the author has a bunch of books with heroes who have more extensive disabilities than Mark's. I'd be curious to hear what folks with physical disabilities think about this representation, but it left me feeling a bit off.
The other thing: My gosh the ending is abrupt. A couple of days stuck together in a lodge isn't enough to make a brand-new relationship stick, you know? When the book ends, the relationship is barely beginning. And again, this isn't specific to this book: A huge number of romance novels (I won't hazard a guess about proportion!), especially ones from earlier days of romance, are basically conflict-conflict-conflict-conflict-together-the-end. Given that Callie wasn't even sure she wanted to give this relationship a go, it would have been nice to see some actual relationship rather than just the run-up to the relationship.
So...good intentions, don't love the execution. Do with that what you will.
Friday, August 28, 2026
Sample-chapter showdown: Romance V
A Lady Would Know Better by Emma Theriault (Entangled: Amara)
Crash Course by Piper Lawson (Berkley XO)
Necessary Roughness by Danielle Allen (Bramble)
It's time for a sample-chapter showdown! Three romance samples enter...only one exits. Or maybe two. Or three. Who can say?
In A Lady Would Know Better, Jasper is the second son—he was supposed to have a life of idle pleasure, followed by some sort of career of his choosing. Instead he's the latest Earl of Belhaven, struggling to keep it together for his remaining family and for his peasants (erm, my word, not the book's) on his land. He's not prepared for a bloodied and unconscious stranger to land on his proverbial doorstep in the middle of winter...
...but now that she's here, she just might be the best thing that has happened to Jasper and his family in more than a year.
If, that is, she can remember who she is. Or what she was running from. Or whom...
I only read a sampler, but this is clearly going to be an entertaining and fast-paced romp. Jasper is a wee bit of a tool at times, but he's a gallant tool, and...well, he does have some reasons to be stressed. The characters display what I suspect is an unrealistic level of feminism and ideas about science for the time, but the sampler does an annoyingly good job of making me wonder about "Jane's" background", and I'm looking forward to seeing where the plot goes. I'm also quite enjoying the aunt
This looks like it will be a great deal of fun—pointed but not taking itself too seriously.
Meanwhile, in Crash Course, Shay is working to get to the top—studying at the top Formula One preparatory college so that she can become a mechanic and give herself and her father a more stable life. She didn't expect to attract the attention of the academy's local gods on her first day...
This one is for fans of:
- Normcore heroines
- Rich (and dare I say arrogant?) love interests
- Possible love triangles
- Possible Twilight vibes (minus the sparkly vampires)
- Formula One, of course
And here's why it didn't work for me:
I am extremely biased right now: I recently lost someone I love because of a reckless driver. I tried to set this aside when writing this, because that's not the author's fault, but frankly I couldn't make it through the sample. The book opens with one of the potential love interests hitting the heroine with his car, blaming her for it, and threatening her against telling anyone; later in the sample he threatens to run her over again. I had to stop reading.
Your mileage might vary—again, I am absolutely, 100% biased right now, and if I'd thought about the part where Formula One is all about fast cars and dangerous speeds, I probably would have had the sense to stay away. There's a whole wave of Formula One books these days, and I'm sure this will have popular appeal. But to me right now, drivers who speed without care for who gets hurt belong in prison, not masquerading as heroes.
And finally, in Necessary Roughness, she's a top athletic trainer. He's a top athlete...who really, really doesn't want her to know what's going on with his leg.
I read a short excerpt, just enough to breeze through and get a sense of who the characters are. I suspect I'd like Nova in the full version: She's fat and Black and very good at what she does and has had to work like hell to overcome people's assumptions about her. She's not taking prisoners, but she's also not taking her skills for granted. Channing I had a bit of a harder time with ("heroes" who threaten heroines with unemployment go straight to my shitlist and have to earn their way off it), but we can see right away that he's up against a lot: He has a multimillion-dollar contract, yes, but that contract is only as good as his success on the field...and an injury, especially depending on the circumstances of the injury, could change all that in an instant. His wife (soon, I assume, to be ex-wife) is a bit one-note in a way I don't love (romance has a tendency to make the exes real evil so that the reader can't possibly sympathize with them), but I'm intrigued by Channing's mention that his money has to cover not just him but other people; I'd be curious, going forward, to know whether there's more there than just his wife.
For all the brevity of the preview, it gave a solid idea of what to expect—this is definitely a good one for the sports romance fans.
The verdict: A Lady Would Know Better has a bit of an unfair advantage here: It was published earlier than the other two in this showdown...and so I've read it by now. I'll also keep an eye out at my library for Necessary Roughness (not least to see what the eventual cover will be!), because for whatever reason I do enjoy a heroine-as-athletic-trainer setup.
Thanks to the authors and publishers for providing these samples through NetGalley.
Crash Course by Piper Lawson (Berkley XO)
Necessary Roughness by Danielle Allen (Bramble)
It's time for a sample-chapter showdown! Three romance samples enter...only one exits. Or maybe two. Or three. Who can say?
In A Lady Would Know Better, Jasper is the second son—he was supposed to have a life of idle pleasure, followed by some sort of career of his choosing. Instead he's the latest Earl of Belhaven, struggling to keep it together for his remaining family and for his peasants (erm, my word, not the book's) on his land. He's not prepared for a bloodied and unconscious stranger to land on his proverbial doorstep in the middle of winter...
...but now that she's here, she just might be the best thing that has happened to Jasper and his family in more than a year.
If, that is, she can remember who she is. Or what she was running from. Or whom...
I only read a sampler, but this is clearly going to be an entertaining and fast-paced romp. Jasper is a wee bit of a tool at times, but he's a gallant tool, and...well, he does have some reasons to be stressed. The characters display what I suspect is an unrealistic level of feminism and ideas about science for the time, but the sampler does an annoyingly good job of making me wonder about "Jane's" background", and I'm looking forward to seeing where the plot goes. I'm also quite enjoying the aunt
This looks like it will be a great deal of fun—pointed but not taking itself too seriously.
Meanwhile, in Crash Course, Shay is working to get to the top—studying at the top Formula One preparatory college so that she can become a mechanic and give herself and her father a more stable life. She didn't expect to attract the attention of the academy's local gods on her first day...
This one is for fans of:
- Normcore heroines
- Rich (and dare I say arrogant?) love interests
- Possible love triangles
- Possible Twilight vibes (minus the sparkly vampires)
- Formula One, of course
And here's why it didn't work for me:
I am extremely biased right now: I recently lost someone I love because of a reckless driver. I tried to set this aside when writing this, because that's not the author's fault, but frankly I couldn't make it through the sample. The book opens with one of the potential love interests hitting the heroine with his car, blaming her for it, and threatening her against telling anyone; later in the sample he threatens to run her over again. I had to stop reading.
Your mileage might vary—again, I am absolutely, 100% biased right now, and if I'd thought about the part where Formula One is all about fast cars and dangerous speeds, I probably would have had the sense to stay away. There's a whole wave of Formula One books these days, and I'm sure this will have popular appeal. But to me right now, drivers who speed without care for who gets hurt belong in prison, not masquerading as heroes.
And finally, in Necessary Roughness, she's a top athletic trainer. He's a top athlete...who really, really doesn't want her to know what's going on with his leg.
I read a short excerpt, just enough to breeze through and get a sense of who the characters are. I suspect I'd like Nova in the full version: She's fat and Black and very good at what she does and has had to work like hell to overcome people's assumptions about her. She's not taking prisoners, but she's also not taking her skills for granted. Channing I had a bit of a harder time with ("heroes" who threaten heroines with unemployment go straight to my shitlist and have to earn their way off it), but we can see right away that he's up against a lot: He has a multimillion-dollar contract, yes, but that contract is only as good as his success on the field...and an injury, especially depending on the circumstances of the injury, could change all that in an instant. His wife (soon, I assume, to be ex-wife) is a bit one-note in a way I don't love (romance has a tendency to make the exes real evil so that the reader can't possibly sympathize with them), but I'm intrigued by Channing's mention that his money has to cover not just him but other people; I'd be curious, going forward, to know whether there's more there than just his wife.
For all the brevity of the preview, it gave a solid idea of what to expect—this is definitely a good one for the sports romance fans.
The verdict: A Lady Would Know Better has a bit of an unfair advantage here: It was published earlier than the other two in this showdown...and so I've read it by now. I'll also keep an eye out at my library for Necessary Roughness (not least to see what the eventual cover will be!), because for whatever reason I do enjoy a heroine-as-athletic-trainer setup.
Thanks to the authors and publishers for providing these samples through NetGalley.
Thursday, August 27, 2026
Review: "Natural Selection" by Clare Edge
Natural Selection by Clare Edge
Published August 2026 via Delacorte Press
★★★★★
There are predators in Riverside. It's why everyone knows to carry bear spray, to watch out for grizzlies. But those are only the predators that people talk about. The girls of Riverside know: The predators aren't only in the woods.
Power is intoxicating. It's safety. It's certainty you will be okay because you can tear the safety away from those who might threaten it. (loc. 3352*)
This was gripping, and I think my favorite YA novel of the past two years. Make no mistake: It's a dark book, with multiple types of violence and a fair amount of blood and gore and boys carrying shotguns around the school with impunity. The plot is not entirely unexpected, though it gets intense far faster than I would have anticipated—let's just say that revenge is the beginning of the story, not the end.
But what I'm really here for is the intensity of the friendships. Megan and Outlaw (can you guess which one of these is a nickname?) have been friends forever, and Bee is relatively new in town. They don't click immediately: Megan doesn't want to hear the hard truths, and Outlaw holds a barrier between herself and the world, and Bee is (rightly) afraid of her role as newcomer and outsider. Megan is the school's alpha girl, and Outlaw does her own thing but is—largely—untouchable, and Bee knows full well that her brand of different is not really welcome here. But: I love how hard Megan has to interrogate her own reactions and instincts. I love that the three of them have to work to make it work. I love that they wrestle, over and over again throughout the course of the book, with the implications and consequences of their actions.
And yet: There are predators in Riverside. And it's time someone did something about it.
*Quotes are from an ARC and may not be final.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
Published August 2026 via Delacorte Press
★★★★★
There are predators in Riverside. It's why everyone knows to carry bear spray, to watch out for grizzlies. But those are only the predators that people talk about. The girls of Riverside know: The predators aren't only in the woods.
Power is intoxicating. It's safety. It's certainty you will be okay because you can tear the safety away from those who might threaten it. (loc. 3352*)
This was gripping, and I think my favorite YA novel of the past two years. Make no mistake: It's a dark book, with multiple types of violence and a fair amount of blood and gore and boys carrying shotguns around the school with impunity. The plot is not entirely unexpected, though it gets intense far faster than I would have anticipated—let's just say that revenge is the beginning of the story, not the end.
But what I'm really here for is the intensity of the friendships. Megan and Outlaw (can you guess which one of these is a nickname?) have been friends forever, and Bee is relatively new in town. They don't click immediately: Megan doesn't want to hear the hard truths, and Outlaw holds a barrier between herself and the world, and Bee is (rightly) afraid of her role as newcomer and outsider. Megan is the school's alpha girl, and Outlaw does her own thing but is—largely—untouchable, and Bee knows full well that her brand of different is not really welcome here. But: I love how hard Megan has to interrogate her own reactions and instincts. I love that the three of them have to work to make it work. I love that they wrestle, over and over again throughout the course of the book, with the implications and consequences of their actions.
And yet: There are predators in Riverside. And it's time someone did something about it.
*Quotes are from an ARC and may not be final.
Thanks to the author and publisher for providing a review copy through NetGalley.
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